Over the years I have notice an increase in my prayers for patience. Especially when I'm in a position where I am waiting for something that I really want. Sometimes I feel like there is an urgency on the inside of me that needs immediate attention giving me the feeling that I'm about to do something at the right time that will change my life for the better. I do my part but I find myself waiting for the other side to respond. In most cases, I know I'm going to get what I'm after and that's not the problem. The problem is in the wait. Most times I feel so tortured waiting for the other side to respond I have no choice but to ask for patience. The wait time consumes me and takes me to the point of stress and fatigue. I hate it. Its never any fun and I always feel my impatience causes the delay.
Well another day came and I found myself back in this space. My insides told me to, I went and now I wait consumed with when I will hear back from the other side. Just as I was about to pray for patiece, the words came out asking for a rapid response. Guilt came immediately after and said I shouldn't do that. I asked it why not and so far, guilt has not produced a valid reason of why I can't ask for a rapid response.
So boldly, I pray for a rapid response. Aman.
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