Don't let your can't, get in the way of your can.

I am in the process of trying to find myself as an entrepreneur and for the last month and a half or so the only thing that has been on my mind more than any thing else is what I can't do. I guess I got sick of myself because my conscious woke up from a loud internal fussing if you will and I heard my own voice say very loudly, "girl I'm so sick of you always talking about what you can't do. If you don't start focusing on what you can do, you will never make it." Wow! Ok I'm up. I'm focused and I'm going to spend time being comfortable and unashamed of what I can do. Truth be told, I had for many years set up camp on the "I can't" Boulevard and have not met my full potential even though the ability was there and it has been seen by others. I feel a little startled, the same way I feel when I am abruptly awakened from my physical sleep. My heart is beating a little faster and I feel a little dizzy. This is very interesting. This could not have come at a better time in my life. So after today, I can no longer allow what I can't do, get in the way of what I can do. Aman.

A Sin to Dream

People make it seem like dreaming is a bad thing. They act like if you want more than what you have you are ungrateful for what you got. Not true! But it's so deeply embedded that it's hard to get around. But why? Why would God give us the ability or the desire to dream and then punish us for using what He gave us. It just doesn't seem right. Time to question what we "know".

Live as If I Never Died

There are some parts of me that I absolutely want back. I realize that sometimes in your effort to change, there are some casualties and sometimes those casualties are the essence of what made you, you. So I stand at the grave of my life and I call my essence by its name and I command it to rise and live again. I experience my resurrection and I live as if I have never died.

I'm Going to Sit Down

I'm going to practice that whole "be still and know that I am God" business. When I tell you that everything is everywhere and I got some clarity on some things and absolutely no clarity on the other... and the more I try to figure it out the more confused I get. So I'm going to set my happy behind down someplace take care of what I can control and the rest is going to have to be up to Him. I rather you pray for me then you question me about why I haven't used my degree or compare me to others who have or is using their degree or why things haven't come along just yet. Let me tell you one thing,  honey if I had it my way and if I was working on my own time, everything would be just as I wanted it to be rat now. Trust me when I tell you that I truly want what's best for my life, we all do. And while we are here, quit giving people a hard time when things aren't the way you think they should be, everybody is doing their best. Trust me when I tell you that I truly want what's best for my life, we all do but we give people a hard time when their life isn't the way we think it should be everybody is doing their best. Trust them with their one and only life. If you don't you may lose them forever.